It hasn't been a rosy new year. Just one month into the new year and there has been problems nonstop.
Emotions are running high, bad decisions have been made, and there's no turning back. Is Regret for the weak? You can't undo some thing that has been said or done. What's done is done. Even if you apologize you already said something that can change everything. I learned that the hard way.
I'm the type of person who just had to apologize for even the simplest thing. Yes, very annoying, but now that I look back, I had no reason to apologize, to feel sorry, regret, or shame for the things I did or said because I'm a good person. I've always been a good and honest person. I let myself think I wasn't.
Lately, the environment I'm in has not been peachy. I really have no more tolerance. I'm losing grip. I feel no remorse whatsoever for the things I've been saying lately because they come from the heart, and only speak the truth. Well, it's not entirely true, I do feel a bit of remorse, but it just seems to roll off my shoulders faster.
It's not all bad news, I just finished 3rd semester of uni with a g.p.a of 9.8, not bad, huh? I had to overcome fatigue, stress, and battle two real wicked witches of the west. I basically would waste my afternoons at school doing nothing. They would just make us read, brainstorm, and that would be the entire class. In a way, it did benefit me, because I'd had time to grade during class, but that's not the point. I skipped class a lot during this semester because I just had so much going on, and even with all the drama going on I was able to sustain my grades.